Sunday, January 23, 2011

Ready to ride the roller-coaster again

Month 52 is/was a BFN....not that I expected anything but BFN, but miracles do happen!

Now on to Cycle 53 and we have the green light to actively try!!!!! The last 4 months have been a nice break, but I am ready to ride the roller-coaster again!

I pray that the ride this time isn't as long! I am working on loosing weight to help with my infertility! 16 pounds down, many more to go, but I am doing it! I have the motivation I need! 14 more pounds and my fertility is supposed to increase....we will see! I am hoping to be down 25 pounds by my birthday (2/10/11) I CAN DO THIS!!!!

Friday, January 21, 2011


This week has been the weirdest week!

Monday was MLK Jr. day so Jocelynn had off from school and spent the day (5 hours) at work with me. Tuesday and Friday were snow days so I spent them working from home. Tuesday and Wednesday were as normal as anyone could expect. Jocelynn was crazy from having a 4 day weekend and knowing that another storm was coming Friday. I have enjoyed having her around the extra time and we were able to spend some much needed time together!

In fact on Tuesday, John had off with us as well, we all shoveled the driveway and then went sledding. It was blast to enjoy some time just the three of us having fun!

John attempted to make a path for Jocelynn to sled on. 
He thought the only problem was the

There is a Lip at the bottom (on the left) and John thought maybe if he gave Jocelynn a little push 
she might "jump" this lip........All she received was a face full of 
She wasn't even upset by this, she wanted to go again!

It was a blast! Finally we were able to get Jocelynn to go inside, it was getting dark and I promised her hot cocoa! It works

Thursday, January 13, 2011

God is Great!

I could not have asked for a better Dr. appointment. I LOVE both of the high risk OB/GYN's! Dr. Burwick and Dr. Economy!

We have the green light to TTC again! They did say they would like me to loose the extra weight I have, I am working on slow for my liking, but the healthy way.

She would like me to be monitored by them and deliver at Brigham and Women's Hospital. Of course I will be considered high risk, but right now they see no reason why I would have any complications with another pregnancy! PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!

Tuesday, January 11, 2011


I have an appointment with the OB/GYN in Massachusetts on Thursday. I am nervous and excited at the same time. I am hoping to get the green light to get back to TTCing. It has been an interesting few months, I feel very relaxed and I think it was a much needed break, but there have been a few pregnancy announcements. I have dealt with each one and I am super excited about most of them, but it doesn't make the pain go away any faster.

I have a really great feeling that 2011 is our year! Of course, that all depends on the path God has chosen for me.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday Mom!!!

Thank you for always being there for me! I don't know what I would do if I didn't have you in my life! I consider you one of my best friends and feel blessed to have such a close relationship with you! I Love You!

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Happy New Year!!!!

Welcome 2011....Good riddance 2010!

This year was different! Robin, Tony and Jekka moved to SC and to be honest it sucks! John and I have spent New Years Eve with them since 1993/1994. It was strange and boring not being with them. Next year we will be celebrating with them again...I am determined to make the trip there for New Years! I will start saving now. I didn't realize it would effect me as much as it did!

I was able to ring in the new year with John. We have spend the last 18 new year eve's together and we will be spending many more together in the future. Today is also our "anniversary!" 11 years ago today we started dating....finally! It has been a roller-coaster, but I couldn't imagine taking this ride of life without him by my side!

We have God, a wonderful Family and fantastic Friends who accept us for who we are, mistakes and all and we love you!!!! Happy New Year!!!!

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